- The Birthday Massacre

Many things changed over the past two years and I'm pretty impressed about what happened here and there. But after all, it's really interesting to see.

Yeah, maybe you noticed; this is in English and not in German, like everything else is around here. That's because I wanted to show it to YOU! Yes, I'm writing this for one or two very special people I met in the time I was here, in America.

Maybe you're asking yourself; "Why on earth are you writing all this sentimental crap, Torben?", but there's a reason. No, I'm not gonna commit suicide or anything, but today I was told some things, that could be of some interest for everybody who reads this. In fact, we all knew, that there's gonna be some point, where I'm moving back to Germany and stuff, but I always thought; "Yeah, whatever, it's gonna be a long, long time.". But guess what; the point is actually here. Yup, I told you guys about making my vacation in Germany to celebrate my eighteenth birthday and stuff, but it kinda changed a little. Because today I talked to my step dad who was talking to this one random army dude nobody knows and so my step dad finally realized, that it wouldn't be too cool to do all my school application (you could compare it to college I guess...), job stuff, residential changing, and those other fun things you have to do when you move to a different country, right here. So if I break this down to an understandable point I could make it rather simple; I'm going back to Germany next month, and I won't really be back. I'm gonna be here again around July to get all my stuff (long story, but my furniture and crap is staying here for now) and to pack the rest of my clothes. But since I'm only gonna stay here for a few days, I think I won't have time to do something with everybody who gained a little stupid place in my fucked-up heart. xD

"But Torben, what's the freakin' point of this dumb Blog then?"

Simple answer; I wanted to thank you for the time here. You made it to something great and something I will well remember. Some people should especially be named here, but I assume, that if I sent this to you, you already know what I'm talking about anyway. I enjoyed most of my time here with you and it makes me leave with a sad face. I know that I'm always saying that I wanna go back to Germany SO bad, and it's true, but there are some things I'm gonna miss, like, really bad...

Pictures say more than a thousand words, so I think I should put some things here, I won't forget and that should make you smile, if you get it... ^^

I remember people telling me to come out for all that ice cold white stuff they call snow... Well, yeah, it's been kinda fun. Like a lot... Pssh, whatever... ^^

Really? Do I even have to explain? Really? No. ^^

Okay, putting those picture on here is exhausting, so I got tired of it. More text for you I guess. But really, I just had so much fun with those things and I'm just gonna miss that and the people who actually get those references.

But enough of that weird negative, pessimistic talk! I mean; I'm moving back to my own country, I can get legally wasted and I'm gonna live on my own. I'm gonna see all my old friends again, who are, apparently, slightly excited to have me back there. After all, I'm about to turn friggin' eighteen! I'ma be LEGAL! YESS! No, but really; that real life (gross!) is about to start for me. I'm really excited to get back there, but I just don't wanna lose the contact to some of the people here. I know there's the Internet (Yes, Germans have that, I couldn't believe that myself!), but you know how it is with those long distances. But we can do it! xD I managed to stay in contact with my German friends, so it shouldn't be too much trouble. Everything is possible! (That was once said by a wise car commercial.)

Okay, I need to wrap this up, because I already think, that most of the people didn't even get this far, but IF you did, you shall get an imaginary cupcake from me. With like a German flag on it, or a Swastika if you still believe Hitler is a German leader, and that the Berlin Wall is still around.

Anywho! Thanks again for everything, if I like you and stuff. And if you annoyed me the time I was here, I don't really thank you. xD Afterall, I'm not THAT great. There are many people I don't like. Deal with it. :P

I shall not forget the time here and I will keep you in mind, even if you don't like it. Hugs and all that other BS... ^^

- Torben